人生际遇难知，有梦也该草草。
珍惜相遇点滴，明朝世事难料。
今天又一次独自一人在午夜的他乡徘徊，走进机场的日子越来越近了。
有人说我的决定是逃避，有人却说这只是不同的选择。
有人说我的理由是借口，有人却说这只是不同的宿命。
人都有两面吧，有时的我宁愿一夜变成穷光蛋也想在商海里一搏；有时的我却贪图生活的清闲，想就这样过完一生。妈妈是佛教徒，对一切都看得开，劝说我一切都有缘份。不仅与人交要随缘；连生活的地方也要随缘，无论在哪里生活还是工作学习都是有一定的缘份的。缘份到了，就算是不想去也得去；缘尽了，想留也有离开的理由。
缘份真的是妙不可言，信其有那自是处处可以心安理得，信其无却也只能认命，总之有时人是不能自主的。所以信其有也许会让人更心宽吧。
可以说我在这个小小国的缘分尽了么？不知道，也许将来还有来的一天。人的处境决定人的心境，现在的我认为新加坡地方小，生活压抑，也许换个身份再来就会感觉到这里的好。再说吧！！！
一如五年前，本科同学一个个离开宿舍，每天都有告别的场面，送人的感觉和被送的感觉都体会过，我每每跟好朋友聊天总不免要说一次：”在这新加坡，什么都没得到，只交了这几个朋友。”说是朋友也不是很恰当，应该是众多兄弟姐妹。
沪指破4000，是向下破。证交会说不救市，那么这场惨跌最终倒霉的是谁呢？
中国的股民太疯狂，中国的股市太幼稚，中国的庄家太黑心。
也许非得有这么几次血的教训才能让股民理性，股市成熟，庄家受教吧。
总归要被烫一次才知道火是热的。
It’s 1:45 AM, a new day has come. Last evening, that means several hours ago, we had a small party with the ones who stayed together during the past one year. After talk for hours, I went back to my house. Yes, it is my house, not my home. On the train from Boonlay to Marrina Bay, only me in the carriage. An irresistible loneliness overpowering me. The carriage like a box, and I am the present to the daemon.
Buses have been stopped from 24:00AM. So I have to walk back after the train, also nobody by my side, or even in my eyes. I walked like a ghost, without destination. I know where I live and sleep, but I don’t know where I should go. My life just like a Sin Function in Mathmetics, the curve ups and downs but never has an end. My feeling of my future also.
I am on a car to the grave, so does everyone. I want to be someone, but my beloved ones stop my dreaming. My blog is a deep cave, to hide myself and where I can talk about the King With Donkey Ears. Something I can not share with my parents, for I have to be a good son; Something I can not share with my lover, for I have to be a resolute; Something I can not share with my friends, for I have to hide my weakness.
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